Post by Qinai de Jerry on Oct 1, 2004 6:32:10 GMT -5
Yet despite the serious atmosphere, Yan was able to sneak a few waves and smiles our way, flashing his killer dimple on the left cheek. He played with Richard and Lucy Gomez's little girl Juliana, the youngest Bench model, as he is said to be fond of kids. He even spoke a bit of English, saying, "She looks very sad," when Juliana would pout and cling to her daddy.
For official F4 makeup artist Patty Chou, Yan is her favorite F4 member because "He's very handsome. He's very kind and sweet. He's very serious when he's working but sometimes he's cute."
So cute, in fact, that Filipinos just can't get enough of him-all the more if he's clad in tight Bench inner-wear shirts and denims! Catch Jerry Yan on Bench ads very soon.
Reporter : In other words, its to say, you didn't have enough time to prepare and you've got popular.
Jerry : There was no preparation .(laughs) As it was really very fun when fliming the show at that time, really didn't think that much. And we didn't think that it'll give us the power to be so popular, as to say, the pressure behind was also huge as u get so many people's attention in such a short time. You think of it, none of the 4 of us had any trainings, we didn't had anything, when we knew nothing, we were pushed to the stage. With my character, i find that it doesn't suit me. From my environment i grew up in...from young i was the class monitor. I always find that everything needs preparation. Only do things after preparation, and not to other's benefit. Or whether is it under other's request to be pushed out...how do i describe ? I have to be tactful when talking now, or i might get scolded again by people (laughs)
Reporter : At least i won't write anyhow.
Jerry : That's blocking people's wealth path, that's because or the person's heart. Some things which you know its bad, you are unwilling to do it. But, under such a environment, people want to earn money, thus if you don't do it, you'll be offending some high rank people. You offend them accidently, they would use all kinds of methods to pull you down or they'll make u very ugly. After that, i found that i needed practice in this circle. Cause other than practising, i can't think of any other ways.
I feel myself getting older within these 2 years.
Reporter : Many people say the growing stage of a young person in the entertainment is much much higher than one who is growing up in the society.
Jerry : I think it's ten times higher.
Reporter : Than, do you feel that you have grow up very fast within these 2 years ?
Jerry : I find that i have grown older , seriously speaking, it's the thinking. When i first came into this circle, i felt that my happiness really came from the heart, i feel myself just being a big boy. I find that there's no problems behind my back. However, getting to be in touch with so many things, it became the real cruel truth. I didn't understand such things in the past, i have never thought that humans would have such a dark side, it's something which you can never think of. For example, i was very innocent in the past, when i see you and i like you, i'll talk to you about lots of things, but this person might do something which would make you so unhappy behind your back. For example, we have too many people around us, everyone would treat us very well, but some people would talk about different things behind our backs. When you have a chance to hear about this, you'll find that this person is so scary! At that time, i felt that it's scary. That's because i'm a person who would use my heart to make friends with that person if that person shows that they like me or want to be friends with me. Than i'll talk about lots of heartfelt words. But, when i talk about such heartfelt words, i didn't have the intention to hurt anyone, i'm just a very straightfoward person. However, i didn't know such a character would teach me a huge lesson during my 2 years in this circle. This character brought me huge problems, thus in this path up till now, i find that it's good too, cause i see many reality facts. In this way, you'll know what kind of attitude you should use in what kind of environment, and to use what kind of attitude to treat that person. I can never be like the past, to be depend on the person who treat me like a kid and i'll believe him naively, it was this person who "sold" you and said "Thankyou."
Reporter : Do you feel sad ?
Jerry : Although i use a very calm tone to tell you, privately down, i used lots of effort to make myself accept, and than i see the real fact, and than i ....no choice, who asks myself to want to be the real Jerry Yan. Actually, my character is that, if you don't allow me to do my best, i'll give up. Just like this album, i cannot deny that i have given up on it halfway, that's because i find that its too much pressure, adding up to some pressure from the top. Anyway, people just want to earn money from you when you're at the top most popularity. However to me, i'll like to tell them, other than earning money, can i do some other things as well, to allow everyone to see the real Jerry Yan is different from other people, why is he popular ? I often think to myself late at night, people see Jerry Yan with a not bad appearence, but i would ask myself, What you have to be so popular ? What rights he have to get whatever people want to get for their whole life and they can't get it ? Than, what do you think i can do ? I find that, the only thing i can do, is to continue to ask more out of myself, and than i'll do what i can do best within my limits. Right now, that's the only thing which i can do which is within my limits. Other things , i really find that, i have been pressed down to the extent of being unable to breathe as an example. That's because many people feel Jerry Yan only released an album and that's all. However, no one would have thought that for me to fight for a song, i would have the experience of people not understanding me at the back, people would use all kinds of cold words and sacarstic words to say, He's like that, can he sing this song ? Why does he want to sing this song ? You'll just quickly finish recording your songs, anyway, you are so good now, just finish recording it and sell, why must everyone suffer. However, standing at my own benedit, i'll say yes, thats right, i find that you people see me as i want to sing well, i also spent money to go for lessons, to learn instruments, to learn the piano, and i am involved in the whole album production, including composing lyrics and jian zhi. Many a times, i find that i have already done a level more than lots of people who are involved in this album, however to me, that's a promise to everyone.
Thanks to Sina.
Translated by Xiujuan of onlyf4.proboards4.com
(credit to: action 4 jerry, myjerryf4 blogspot and ayesha))
For official F4 makeup artist Patty Chou, Yan is her favorite F4 member because "He's very handsome. He's very kind and sweet. He's very serious when he's working but sometimes he's cute."
So cute, in fact, that Filipinos just can't get enough of him-all the more if he's clad in tight Bench inner-wear shirts and denims! Catch Jerry Yan on Bench ads very soon.
Reporter : In other words, its to say, you didn't have enough time to prepare and you've got popular.
Jerry : There was no preparation .(laughs) As it was really very fun when fliming the show at that time, really didn't think that much. And we didn't think that it'll give us the power to be so popular, as to say, the pressure behind was also huge as u get so many people's attention in such a short time. You think of it, none of the 4 of us had any trainings, we didn't had anything, when we knew nothing, we were pushed to the stage. With my character, i find that it doesn't suit me. From my environment i grew up in...from young i was the class monitor. I always find that everything needs preparation. Only do things after preparation, and not to other's benefit. Or whether is it under other's request to be pushed out...how do i describe ? I have to be tactful when talking now, or i might get scolded again by people (laughs)
Reporter : At least i won't write anyhow.
Jerry : That's blocking people's wealth path, that's because or the person's heart. Some things which you know its bad, you are unwilling to do it. But, under such a environment, people want to earn money, thus if you don't do it, you'll be offending some high rank people. You offend them accidently, they would use all kinds of methods to pull you down or they'll make u very ugly. After that, i found that i needed practice in this circle. Cause other than practising, i can't think of any other ways.
I feel myself getting older within these 2 years.
Reporter : Many people say the growing stage of a young person in the entertainment is much much higher than one who is growing up in the society.
Jerry : I think it's ten times higher.
Reporter : Than, do you feel that you have grow up very fast within these 2 years ?
Jerry : I find that i have grown older , seriously speaking, it's the thinking. When i first came into this circle, i felt that my happiness really came from the heart, i feel myself just being a big boy. I find that there's no problems behind my back. However, getting to be in touch with so many things, it became the real cruel truth. I didn't understand such things in the past, i have never thought that humans would have such a dark side, it's something which you can never think of. For example, i was very innocent in the past, when i see you and i like you, i'll talk to you about lots of things, but this person might do something which would make you so unhappy behind your back. For example, we have too many people around us, everyone would treat us very well, but some people would talk about different things behind our backs. When you have a chance to hear about this, you'll find that this person is so scary! At that time, i felt that it's scary. That's because i'm a person who would use my heart to make friends with that person if that person shows that they like me or want to be friends with me. Than i'll talk about lots of heartfelt words. But, when i talk about such heartfelt words, i didn't have the intention to hurt anyone, i'm just a very straightfoward person. However, i didn't know such a character would teach me a huge lesson during my 2 years in this circle. This character brought me huge problems, thus in this path up till now, i find that it's good too, cause i see many reality facts. In this way, you'll know what kind of attitude you should use in what kind of environment, and to use what kind of attitude to treat that person. I can never be like the past, to be depend on the person who treat me like a kid and i'll believe him naively, it was this person who "sold" you and said "Thankyou."
Reporter : Do you feel sad ?
Jerry : Although i use a very calm tone to tell you, privately down, i used lots of effort to make myself accept, and than i see the real fact, and than i ....no choice, who asks myself to want to be the real Jerry Yan. Actually, my character is that, if you don't allow me to do my best, i'll give up. Just like this album, i cannot deny that i have given up on it halfway, that's because i find that its too much pressure, adding up to some pressure from the top. Anyway, people just want to earn money from you when you're at the top most popularity. However to me, i'll like to tell them, other than earning money, can i do some other things as well, to allow everyone to see the real Jerry Yan is different from other people, why is he popular ? I often think to myself late at night, people see Jerry Yan with a not bad appearence, but i would ask myself, What you have to be so popular ? What rights he have to get whatever people want to get for their whole life and they can't get it ? Than, what do you think i can do ? I find that, the only thing i can do, is to continue to ask more out of myself, and than i'll do what i can do best within my limits. Right now, that's the only thing which i can do which is within my limits. Other things , i really find that, i have been pressed down to the extent of being unable to breathe as an example. That's because many people feel Jerry Yan only released an album and that's all. However, no one would have thought that for me to fight for a song, i would have the experience of people not understanding me at the back, people would use all kinds of cold words and sacarstic words to say, He's like that, can he sing this song ? Why does he want to sing this song ? You'll just quickly finish recording your songs, anyway, you are so good now, just finish recording it and sell, why must everyone suffer. However, standing at my own benedit, i'll say yes, thats right, i find that you people see me as i want to sing well, i also spent money to go for lessons, to learn instruments, to learn the piano, and i am involved in the whole album production, including composing lyrics and jian zhi. Many a times, i find that i have already done a level more than lots of people who are involved in this album, however to me, that's a promise to everyone.
Thanks to Sina.
Translated by Xiujuan of onlyf4.proboards4.com
(credit to: action 4 jerry, myjerryf4 blogspot and ayesha))