Post by Qinai de Jerry on Sept 18, 2004 8:54:53 GMT -5
(This is an appeal for everyone, not only for Hongkongese. In fact, this message is for all the fans out there. I found this article at chinabroadcast.com.)
Ah! Right! Still have to thank a lot. I came to Hongkong and everyday there were people waiting for me downstairs. Perhaps wherever I go, these friends of mine would always follow me. They had me extremely touched. In fact, yesterday, I also had a quick part, I allowed myself to shed some tears. They were continuously shouting without giving up. Actually, I completely haven't given up too. Why do I always have to say that to a friend? I hoped that they could often come near me. It wasn't the fault of everyone being obstructed. You understood me as an individual, for instance, at that time, I waited to come to Hongkong to hold a great thousand of people for my autograph and the feeling to meet you were the same.
Actually, my genuine desire was for me to be able to shake everybody's hands with sincerity and not just for my autographs only. I don't have the means to follow this person, to see this person, to speak and have a conversation for a single sentence or two. I feel that everyone gathers to be very happy. That is why I also am not fond of helping everybody to manage. I don't like managing the signature meeting because I feel that I am only called to sign autographs. I simply do not have the time to see you, to say a single sentence, "how are you?" You know this
was actually what I ardently desire, to go and to really have a conversation. I left for Hongkong and each time, I see some two thousand three hundred people, a lot of people. Speaking to you, whether it can offend or which a lot people such as this can grab you, bumped you, to say honestly a converstion will make me happy even there's not enought time. For instance, sometimes we can talk while getting on a vehicle. My heart can make myself feel good. Hoping to hold it. Every personal letter makes myself feel good. Hoping to hold until every personal gifts I owe to. I think every individual come to the airport in order to meet me and to be by my side. In order to see me. Why not? For instance, talking might exactly make them stop from afar. Practically every individual such as this small thing, passing through blaming everbody for obstructing. Ah, against the wind; Ah, snatching that kind of scene. I want to make things possible, the next, I have no means to immediately leave to do things because the company has its own provision that they might not like other people to assist in taking my picture. I feel that a company which have its own standpoint together with my miserable inner feelings. I don't have the means to say anything with the company, however, I hoped that I could do more. Actually, for some people they even have that impression with me. Because I fear of a matter I am extremely afraid of. A lot of people would each time ask if I could remember their names. "Do you remember me?" "I was the one who gave you something the last time," sometimes everybody would ask that question. I don't want to say that I remembered or I havn't remembered who you are because many people might think that they are being pushed aside, perhaps would feel unhappy. I don't even know what I should do. I can only say I saw you, I nodded with your smile and said hello and some other things. I just don't know how to make myself listen to a lot of people. Others would say, how can you be good to whom? Couldn't you know how, why? They gather only to be rejected by a person. I think, if we, all of us are friends, this matter shouldn't have happened.
Ah! Right! Still have to thank a lot. I came to Hongkong and everyday there were people waiting for me downstairs. Perhaps wherever I go, these friends of mine would always follow me. They had me extremely touched. In fact, yesterday, I also had a quick part, I allowed myself to shed some tears. They were continuously shouting without giving up. Actually, I completely haven't given up too. Why do I always have to say that to a friend? I hoped that they could often come near me. It wasn't the fault of everyone being obstructed. You understood me as an individual, for instance, at that time, I waited to come to Hongkong to hold a great thousand of people for my autograph and the feeling to meet you were the same.
Actually, my genuine desire was for me to be able to shake everybody's hands with sincerity and not just for my autographs only. I don't have the means to follow this person, to see this person, to speak and have a conversation for a single sentence or two. I feel that everyone gathers to be very happy. That is why I also am not fond of helping everybody to manage. I don't like managing the signature meeting because I feel that I am only called to sign autographs. I simply do not have the time to see you, to say a single sentence, "how are you?" You know this
was actually what I ardently desire, to go and to really have a conversation. I left for Hongkong and each time, I see some two thousand three hundred people, a lot of people. Speaking to you, whether it can offend or which a lot people such as this can grab you, bumped you, to say honestly a converstion will make me happy even there's not enought time. For instance, sometimes we can talk while getting on a vehicle. My heart can make myself feel good. Hoping to hold it. Every personal letter makes myself feel good. Hoping to hold until every personal gifts I owe to. I think every individual come to the airport in order to meet me and to be by my side. In order to see me. Why not? For instance, talking might exactly make them stop from afar. Practically every individual such as this small thing, passing through blaming everbody for obstructing. Ah, against the wind; Ah, snatching that kind of scene. I want to make things possible, the next, I have no means to immediately leave to do things because the company has its own provision that they might not like other people to assist in taking my picture. I feel that a company which have its own standpoint together with my miserable inner feelings. I don't have the means to say anything with the company, however, I hoped that I could do more. Actually, for some people they even have that impression with me. Because I fear of a matter I am extremely afraid of. A lot of people would each time ask if I could remember their names. "Do you remember me?" "I was the one who gave you something the last time," sometimes everybody would ask that question. I don't want to say that I remembered or I havn't remembered who you are because many people might think that they are being pushed aside, perhaps would feel unhappy. I don't even know what I should do. I can only say I saw you, I nodded with your smile and said hello and some other things. I just don't know how to make myself listen to a lot of people. Others would say, how can you be good to whom? Couldn't you know how, why? They gather only to be rejected by a person. I think, if we, all of us are friends, this matter shouldn't have happened.